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so close, yet so far
What I would do to be there with you.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Hari ni sangat mengantukkan.... Usually i slept in the bus every morning,otw to sch... but this morning, i didnt know y i couldnt shut my eyes close eventhough i was extremely sleepy..
Well, tadi aku n grp ku buat presentation... Mr J kate presentation ktrg tu the best..ahakz.. bole la tahan.. lessons hari ni sungguh membosankan! cos hari ni buat revision je.. lagi dua minggu exams akan bermula..
tadi lepas skola. aku meet Shahidah n Koh Li.. temankan Koh Li beli kasut kat BPP... mase nga tunggu bas kat bus stop skola, ktrg terserempak ngan Ayuni.. then dia nk join ktrg skali.. bila reached BPP, aku jumpa si Muhaimin tu sekejap, dia nk pass barang kat aku.... naik basikal seh budak tu! LOL..lepas tu, krtg gi kedai kasut. Koh Li beli kasut high heels...wah bukan main lagi..itz for Chi New year... si jebek tu yg tolong pilih kan..huhu..
After that, ku and ayuni gi makan kat KFC while shahidah n koh li g jalan2 kat BPP cos Koh Li nk do some shopping....lame plak ku n ayuni duduk kat KFC...ktrg makan sambil bebual2...huhu... byk cerita beb....=)
Lepas tu hari pun sudah petang...and we decided to go home... itulah cerita ku hari ni...huhu..

till the next post.
sorry i type this entry in Malay.
sebenarnya da lame tk type in malay.
itz impt actually cos itu Bahasa Ibunda kita! mcm faham tk?LOL
=)

♥ posted on 11:37 PM

Monday, January 28, 2008
No more stress for me. I mean not yet. Not when exams are coming. which will be in 2 wks time. i really2 hope that i can do my best for my exams. i wanna study hard 4 all modules. Insya Allah.
Well, im happy that my used-to-be crush wished me Happy Birthday.. but he wished me one day later. but itz ok, at least he remembers my birthday...=)
im quite sad cos that someone didnt reply my msg last night.. he didnt get my msg ker? or he's just too busy with his own stuffs that he couldnt reply... or maybe he's tired? hmm...well, lets hope that he didnt receive my msg...kalau tk, malu seh kalau dia tk reply...huahuahua...

lets talk abt school for today. as usual, every mon, lesson only for 2 hrs..at least i did a piece of work with Yvonne in class today.then after that, the remaining time, we waste it by chatting and listening to a drama of our class.. drama pasal gaduh2 ke ape ntah. ku tknk masok campur... i dont know what is happening to my class.. we used to be united when we were in Year 1..when Ben was still with us...since he left sch, we were no longer like we used to be.. things started to change since Year 2, first semester... but ape2 pun, aku no hal with them... huhu..

till the next post...
au revoir.

♥ posted on 10:53 PM

Sunday, January 27, 2008
I turn 19 today! Happy Birthday to me! & Happy 19th Birthday to iLa , my best fren t00!!! =)
Thankz to everyone for the birthday wish! and thankz to my family members for the lovely presents..=)
ANyway, went for AL-Quran this morning.. when i reached, there were only 2 girls n the class, fizah and fariha.. i was wondering where's the usual early birds.. hmm.. and slowly. b4 9am, people came in the class... there were only 2 guys in the class... 30 mins b4 class ended, syidah came.. i miss her seh! she wont be coming for class anymore cos she's teaching at Hougang on every sunday...rindu dia sehh....

Last fri, my family and i visited afiq at his house.. he broke his left arm after he fell at his sch's field..(Irsyad).. his injury is quite serious... i asked him stupid qns ." AFiq, sakit tk?" lol.. mestila sakit kn? huahuahua...
but sakit2 pun masih bole main game...hehe..
anyway, i love going to his house..cos i get to play games! psp and x-box... i dun have those games at home cos i have no brothers.. so i treat him and his bro as my bro larh... huhu..









Mira Nurul Afiqah & Me














Afiq and his broken arm

♥ posted on 5:56 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008
itz been a stressful month for me. Lots of assignments to be done on the same month.. My final assignment is almost done... Cos my team and I stayed back in sch just now to finish up our individual parts.. i stayed till 9.30pm and reached home an hour later, with an empty stomach.. believe it or not, i had not taken my lunch and dinner cos i was quite busy doing that leceh assignment..bila la ni semua akan berakhir?? haiz..im soo tired.. and sleepy too..
ANyway, because of this assignment, i skipped this morning's lesson...3 hrs lesson.. but itz gd that i didnt attend for the lesson.. Firstly, itz a 3-hr lesson. 2ndly, i dislike the lecturer alot.. and the lesson is really2 boring and i didnt really understand what is going on in class...
i hope that my team and i could finish our final assignment as soon as possible...=)

im turning 19 soon..but do i think and behave maturely? LOLx...
On my birthday, i'll be going for my first AL-Quran class in this yr....
On my birthday, JUARA LAGU final will take place at KL.
On my birthday, im gonna share my joy with iLa, my best fren.
On my birthday, Sofaz will be competing woth other singers, and i hope Sofaz will be the champion..
On my birthday, ape lagi ehk? ermmm... im turning 19! wah cepat seh..LOLx..

♥ posted on 11:31 PM

Monday, January 21, 2008
Well, i skipped today's 2 hrs lesson.... the reason is, i will be wasting my time in class, doing nothing.. and i rather stay at home doing my final assignment...=) i dont think most of my classmtes attend today's lesson... huhu..

Yesterday was kindda tiring day for me..in the morning, i was supposed to attend Al-Quran class, but i wasnt sure if the class has started yet for this year.. so, i followed my family instead for breakfast at West Coast..our usual eating place..hehe..
After having our stomach quite full, we went to Suntec City mall to do some shopping... i bought an English novel and a French dictionary, each 5 bucks... and also a birthday present for iLa..
Kakak wanted a laptop badly, which costs 1299 bucks... but, dad didnt allow.. so,Kakak was quite upset larh... merajuk la konon...huahuahua..
Next destination was Geylang.. mum's request.. biasela,mak2 kan suka gi geylang cos the things there are quite cheap..
i bought many things for myself...not that im pampered or what, but mum allowed me to buy things that are necessary for me like clothes.. and the weather was really hot. but just had to bear with it. Next, we went to TKC cos i wanna buy Sofaz's 3rd album at Muzika Records.. i was over-excited when i found it... i did shout but not too loud.. and there was a guy standing near me, looking at me.. most probably wondering why i reacted like that..huahuahua..
Tiring day for me seh.. i almost slept in the car... haha.. so thats my family outing for yesterday..

till the next post..tired of facing the laptop's screen..haha
au revoir!

♥ posted on 2:23 PM

Saturday, January 19, 2008
im soo tired. Went home very late last night....Itz bcos of that leceh assignment..left sch arnd 11pm and itz was totally dark.. i could feel something was not right when i entered the ladies at Engineering blk with iLa..i tink iLa felt the same too,, but she remained speechless... iLa was kind enough to wait for me till night.. really appreciate.. and for ayuni, im really2 sori cos i couldnt meet up for the revision plan last night..
im not sure if my team members want to have another meeting today.. but im afraid that they would hold me back till night again and my parents will not allow me to do that AGAIN. haiz.

and so, today is the last day for Ngee Ann Poly Open House. heard many of my outside frenz are coming to my sch today. i still havent decide yet if i shud go for the open house. Last Thurs, some of my classmates and i went for the open house and we pretended that we arent NPians.. cos we wanted the Goodie bag and free donuts and drinks! haha...
so, at the Business building, a malay guy asked me and Sze ying which sch are we from.. so sze ying told him, we were from diff sch...being curious, he asked,"then how come u guys know each other? from a club? blablabla.." LOL.. i dont know why he wanted to know in details... so KEPO larh.. or maybe he suspected that we are NPians?? ahakz...
Last night, before going home, ila and i went to AL-Ameen.. cos iLa saw yat there when we were on the bus... so iLa insisted on alighting from the bus just to see Yat was with who.. and me? just tagged along...as a result, i reached home very2 late.. almost 12pm.



till the next post..
im sleepy nw eventhough itz 11am plus.

Bonjour et au revoir!

♥ posted on 11:11 AM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Been busy lately with assignments.. and finally the 'major' presentation is over! =) i was a nervous wreck b4 presentation this morning... ALhamdulillah, everything is over now and i have to focus on other assignments... which are dued next week! still not done. have to buck up to finish up all by this friday or wkends.
Anyway, had lunch with my usual lunch gfs. Yvonne and Shi Ying.. We had lunch at IMM macdonalds.. while eating, we talked about marriage.. ahakz..Yvonne started it first.. but, itz true that we have to think of the future.. Mum always talk about marriage too.. she wants all her daughters to get married by 25 yrs old..if not, we will be considered as "Anak Dara Tua"..and i dun want that title! =p
School was not really okay just now. Project Management's (PM) presentation was done by some of our classmates. But not my team and another team. We focused on OOAD's presentation the most, till we forgot abt PM's presentation.. and there goes our marks.. LOL..
but itz okay, we cn still gain marks for the nxt time. =)
Np's (Ngee Ann Poly) open house starting tmr.. cant wait for that.. but i'll be seeing visitors or outsiders coming to our school..hopefully i wont meet anyone that i knows.. haha..
and.. Shahidah is on MC till this friday or nxt week, i guess... she did not attend school due to a sudden asthma attack .Poor thing.hopefully she is better now. =)

this afternoon,ila called me ,crying. cos of that stupid Yat again. Couple problems again. i have nothing to say to her, except to advise her to let him go.. i met Yat yesterday, and i wasnt looking at him in a friendly way. LOL.. i told my frenz, if i were to meet him in sch or somewhere, i wont talk or smile to him...eventhough he smiles or say Hi to me...ahakz...jahat eh aku..kalau npk motor atau kereta Yat,mcm nk tendang2 je!...huhu

i guess till the next post.
im so tired doing assignments... arghh stress banget.
au revoir.

♥ posted on 11:41 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008
back to blogging again! few days ago, i was busy with assignments and had no time to update blog.. staying up late every night doing assignments makes my head wanna burst! ahakz.. and darks circles forming below my eyes..haiz..

ANyway,
Met up with gurlfrenz yesterday at Jurong East Library.. as usual, the early bird is nadiyah, followed by me... i was a slightly late due a reason... i travelled there by bus instead of the mrt, which is much faster... itz bcos i dun wanna meet someone,who happen to stay near my house...hahakz..
and so, nadiyah, shahidah and i did our individual assignment at the 4th level of the library... ayuni was late cos we told her last minute abt this meeting... iLa?? hmm..LATE as usual.. cos she wanted to rebond her hair fringe... fringe pun nk rebond?? ahakz... but... the outcome is great! =p

hmm.. shud i go for the Ghost Buster trip?? a trip to 3 haunted places..one of them is Old Changi Hospital...woooah scary seh.. still deciding whether i shud join the trip...
Yeah, nxt wk is my sch's open house! so, do come down to my sch! there will be funs, celebs, freebies... and u will know which course matches ur interests..=)
Details about the GhostBuster trip will be up soon.. till the next post!

au revoir!

♥ posted on 9:25 AM

Wednesday, January 9, 2008
School wasn't that great just now. Many things need to be done. and im like stress up with all the assignments which have to be done within these two weeks... two weeks is not enough for me. not for everyone too. report, design website....report, design website.. haiz...boring.. every time the same kind of assignments..
Things need to be done by this week:
1) RDD report
2) ECAD web design
3)DWA web design
4) DWA practicals

arghhh.... i feel like quitting school..but... Dad says that i shud at least get a diploma.. so that i will get a good job in the future... But i have difficulties in handling all the assignments within a week... how i wish that someone could help and guide me..But.. i will try my best to complete all my work.. Insya Allah..
ALhamdulillah, im glad that i passed my ECAD common test. I got a B grade for it and i hope i'll do well for the assignment. Eventhough im quite upset with my Project Management's result, im still happy that overall i passed for that modules...hehe..

ANyway, shahidah and i did DWA practicals together this evening after maghrib at Teck whye Mac. We are still struggling with the practicals cos there are errors everywhere on our web design..we wanted someone expert to help us, but that someone seems to be very busy that he cant meet us even for a day.. Should i top-up for his hp prepaid so that he will help me? he kept asking me if i could top-up for him....ahakz.. but does it sound like bribing? LOLx

Sitting at the macdonalds reminds me of my secondary school life... during that period of time, everyday after school, my frenz and i would stay at the macdonalds to do homework or just chill there..another words, that place was like a second home to us..huahua..after we graduated from chua chu kang sec, i was told that, si 'totot' concurred our second home.. i dislike her eversince she came to cck sec..nk step mcm kakak2 gitu? but i think 'shibam' is worst than her..... bukan senior, then nk sesuka hati 'hang' juniors....mepek.. bleagh...

hesy i dislike all macdonalds delivery men... whats all the staring about? i cant
even eat peacefully and do my work with focus bcos of them.. sengalll...!


i met ila just now while doing my sch work at macdonalds. glad to meet her again. i wonder if we could celebrate our birthday together again this year. lol. she told me stories about via, which contradicts what via said. i have to wonder if it is fact or fiction. who knows, each of them tried to defend themselves and make me believe that they are not to be blame in this situation... so.. i think i wont believe them.. but only believe in myself...ahakzzz...

yeay, E-learning for tmr's lesson... that means that i dun have to go to school.. i like that kind of learning process... why cant all schools do that? that will reduce our transport allowance, food allowance, blablabla..but the important thing is, we dun have to wake up early in the morning..LOL...

till the next post.
au revoir.
bonsoir.

♥ posted on 12:06 AM

Monday, January 7, 2008
Bagaikan diriku tapak sulaiman
Terdampar di pantai berlagu sepi
Rindu kan laut
Rindu kan hidup
Bagaikan diriku bintang berkelip
Dihujung angkasa bergelut sunyi
Rindukan malam..
Rindukan teman..

♥ posted on 8:57 PM

Sunday, January 6, 2008
Finally, cousins outing! Last year's plan for cousins outing was not successful, but this outing, which was so-called last min planning, was indeed successful! LOL. Only the girls could make it...except for dilah ...the guys,hmm... some excuses? ahakz..
As kak yati's birthday falls on the day b4, we decided to celebrate her birthday too... but, we only gave her a present.. we didnt treat her...lox... in fact, kak yati treat us lunch at Sakura @ City Hall... hmm..the food was OK... i ate dry Beef Kway teow..
After lunch, we headed to town cos we wanna perform our Zohor prayers at AL-Falah mosque.. except for kak yati..
Prayers done, and we went to Coffee bean ,ordered our drinks, talk2 and snap photos..we caught other's attention, cos we kept snapping photos...especially kakak n kak yati..hehe..
next, window shopping at far East plaza... i didnt bring enough money, so i couldnt buy any clothes that attracted me..huhu...but , nvm, on my birthday, i'll buy the things that im craving for..tapi, wang nya mesti ada sih! hehehe..





p/s: thankz nadiyah cos sudi jumpa aku semalam! ahakz.

♥ posted on 9:50 PM

Saturday, January 5, 2008
Happy2 birthday to my cousins; Suhaili(4th Jan) & Kak Yati(5th Jan)!!!!!

School wasnt great just now..boring lesson... 2 presentations in a day??? haiz..
This afternoon after sch, i met up with my frenz for lunch. im supposeed to meet Via today, but... something happened to her that she needs to bandage erm... her hands?? the previous day, she told me that ila is so stupid to cut herself juz bcos she's depressed with the situation. but..isnt via the same as ila? LOL...dua kali lima dol la..

so, yanty, shahidah and i had lunch at BPP... i was kinda late that time, cos i had to rush home before mum leave the house...i had no keys with me.. but luckily mum passed the keys to my neighbour.
and so, we talk2 after lunch...but we are not gossiping ok! just discuss some issues abt teenagers..ahakz... we didnt stay there long cos i had to RUSH home lar..cos after asar i had to fetch my lil sis at AL-Khair mosque... it was raining heavily when i fetched her, and my umbrella was spoilt cos of the strong wind..and that 2 small al-khair students kept laughing at my umbrella la.....kuang asam btol..haha..

thats all for today
penat giler.

au revoir.
bonjour.

♥ posted on 1:09 AM

Thursday, January 3, 2008
Updates for today.

salut mademoiselle et monsieur!

Yvonne didnt turn up for lessons just now and i was alone during lunch time. kesian kan? hurhur.
i called shahidah many times to meet her during lunch break, but she didnt answer. she texted me, saying that she skipped the first class.*hampeh
So i sat at E Square during lunch break, surfing net, alone. the rest of the gurls were out of sight, cos they are in the different class for that module. but nvm,im used to it. being alone doesnt kills us rite. =p
and so, im glad that im in the same group as Chris and Mathew. Chris gave us encouragement and motivation in doing our ECAD assignment. he didnt stress us up. in fact, he's a gd leader.
Although im not too close with some of the guys in my class, i felt that i could click with some of them cos they are over-frenly.. huahua..

anyway, this afternoon, Via looked for me. We went to look for yat's bike, cos via said she wanna kick his bike as hard as she wants.haha.. unfortunately, we didnt spot his bike, and we found out that he's already at home..lol..
i feel sorry for via and ila... i advised them to let him go...and via did.. but,ila dun wanna let go via in this case. she's still not satisfied with her, i guess..
after sch, via and i sat at the void deck near her house at Bp and we chatted about her problem.
itz been years since we share our secrets and problems. During our sec 1 and 2 days, we wrote our secrets and problems on a notebook. and i still keep the book.haha. i kinda miss those moments actually..
and, i got to meet ashraf too,..huhu..since he stays nearby, why not meet rite? and i just found out that via and ashraf stay on the same block..huhu..wat a small world.=0

tmr having Starting a Business class again... so boring.. i almost slept in class during our first lesson.... LOL.

till the next post.
so the penat.
au revoir!
bonsoir!

♥ posted on 11:14 PM

Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Back to school today.
As usual, boring lessons.
But i had a wonderful day with my classmates. especially the gurls.
Had lunch with my usual lunch babes.
Went to Al-Azhar cos they wanted to eat Roti Prata.
Quite surprised to meet the rest of our classmates at Al-Ameen.
what surprised me the most when i suddenly heard a voice, calling my name out of nowhere.
"Wani, sombong seh!". I turned to my left and a guy was standing near me.. looks familiar to me.
then i realised that he's farhan aka boi sting aka stino..(tk tau la mane satu nick dia)..huhu.
i was surprised that he could recognise me eventhough it was the first time we met each other. only Kakak met him b4. nice meeting u bro!
Lolx.

anyway, i have lots of assignments to do... hopefully i can handle them and i wont procrastinate ok! i dun want to be a procrastinator...huhu..mcm faham je wani.. and hopefully i'll pass my common tests with flying colors. Amin.

oh ya, i met Yat just now, smoking at Np's bridge.Naik menyampah tgk muka dia. Luckily he didnt see me.. im still wondering if he's still together with ila. and ila is trying to hide something from me.. she claims to everyone that im her best fren, but then she didnt tell me the truth about herself.. what kind of best fren is that? after her secrets are revealed, now i know her true colors.. she critisized the way our fren dressed up, she called that gurl a bitch, but she didnt realise that she's like the mirror reflection of that gurl... ape2 je la ila..asalkan kau bahagia..

♥ posted on 10:47 PM

Tuesday, January 1, 2008















Gufran nasyid grp


Happy New Year!

In the afternoon yesterday, i took a cab to Masjid Ar-Raudah and the taxi driver was like asking me and alifa for the names of the mosques in Singapore.. he asked the name of the mosque at Jurong east and teck whye... the funny part was, he didnt know how to pronounce 'Ar-Raudah' properly..huhu...

So the Annual Dinner @ Lagun Sari was great yesterday. I got to meet all the Ustazahs from Ar-Raudah. There's only one Ustaz. and that is Ustazah's Ramlah hubby (ustaz Zamri) . Ustaz Khairan, (ustaz idaman kawan2 ku) wasnt there. huhu.
Syidah, alifa and i were actually not invited for the annual dinner as it was only for staffs. But Ustazah Zakiah invited us to help the Ustazahs to manage the function.Alifa and I were at the front desk and Syidah was one of the ushers. ALmost all ladies were wearing pink. is it coincidence or is it the theme of the function is to dress in pink? ahakz. im not very sure.
All ustazahs brought along their family. i felt a bit janggal cos i dun know most of the guests and they dunno me... i met Fasihah and her family. Initially i thought that her mum didnt recognise me.. skali kenal la! huhu.. 2 things i just found out abt Fasihah:
1) Nada is her cousin
2) Her sister is already married!!! asal aku baru tau skrg? isshhh. Kate je sedara jauh...
we also found out that Ustaz Zamri is a part-time Tok Kadi... Alifa dgn semangat ckp ngan ustaz, dia nk panggil ustaz jadi tok kadi bila dia nikah nanti..ahakz.. Ustaz was like,"awk nk kahwin? blaja dulu.."...LOL.

and so,there's also a performance from a nasyid group. At first i thought that they are from Al-Junied..
skali i found out that they are from Gufran.. Ustazah Zakiah said that she knows them very well.. kirekan kamceng la...huhu..
i wanted to record their performance using hp, but my frenz said that itz quite weird cos im the only one recording ..and takot makcik2 ckp ape kan... but i managed to snap a photo of them..itupun senyap2 la..ahakz..
The best thing is,those who helped with the function could tapao food..huhu.
i brought home a packet of eclair puff and jemput2... we also receiced a goody bag..

bila nak balik la yg part seram.
itz already 10 plus when we wanted to make a move. Ustazah Zakiah offered to send us home.
But.. we told her, tk muat. cos she has a son and adaughter, sebaya ktrg. mane muat?
so we decided to go home by bus...
Unfortunately, we didnt know how to get out from Bukit Timah Plaza.
so we all pandai2 ar cari jalan.
malangnya, ktrg tk dpt cari pintu keluar.. mcm pelik seh.. so ktrg jalan kat carpark to find a way to get out from there... punyalah seram... takde satu manusia pun kat situ...
Syidah and I started to run when we were near the exit. Syidah la ni start lari dulu. AKu pun ikot lari.. leceh seh lari ngan baju kurung....ahakz..
Finally, we could get out from there... ALifa kept saying" takmo ckp takot... Takot ngan Allah je"
huhu.
so i reached home arnd 11.30pm.
till the next post.
au revoir.
bonsoir.



♥ posted on 1:07 AM

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